I've had a good day at work today. I feel really on top of things and in control and up to date. I haven't felt like this for ages. The move is a positive one so far. My colleague and I committed the day in prayer to the Lord first thing which is such an affirming way to start the day. We are both in work early so are able to do that in peace.
I only had a couple of visits to do today which went well although I didn't like the presence of a pet snake and lizards in one house!
Graham was working from home today which was good. The boys walked home and Rosie had hockey practice after school. Loads of homework tonight. Graham has gone to a governor's meeting tonight.
A friend phoned tonight to cancel Saturday night's dinner party as the other couple unfortunately can't make it and also she isn't feeling very well. We have a busy weekend ahead so it will be nice to stay in now on Saturday evening. I am going to a women's breakfast on Sat morning with a couple of friends. I did invite a couple of friends from the village but they couldn't make it which is a shame as the talk after the breakfast will be inspirational.
Still reading Isaiah which I'm really enjoying. There are some fantastic truths to hold on to.
'When you pass through the waters, I will be with you;and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you;when you walk through fire you shall not be burned,and the flame shall not consume you.' Isaiah 43
Thursday 31 January 2008
Wednesday 30 January 2008
Tuesday 29th January 2008
A much brighter and clearer day today with some sun late morning and early afternoon. I wasn't too busy today, partly due to somebody cancelling a visit. I managed to catch up with some paperwork and phone calls. Collected the boys from the games field and Rosie went home with a friend. Had an awful argument with Charlie this morning which I couldn't stop thinking about all day. I was so angry with him due to his rudeness and disrespect shown to me this morning and also how he deliberately didn't have any breakfast despite everything set up for him on the table. Our argument made us late to leave.
Anyway he seems in a better frame of mind and is acting as if nothing has happened. I will ensure he is up earlier in the mornings to give him more time to come round.
Took Rosie to her swimming lesson. Graham came back from Milan. He is working from home tomorrow which is good.
Anyway he seems in a better frame of mind and is acting as if nothing has happened. I will ensure he is up earlier in the mornings to give him more time to come round.
Took Rosie to her swimming lesson. Graham came back from Milan. He is working from home tomorrow which is good.
Tuesday 29 January 2008
Monday 28th Jan
Can't believe we're at the end of January already. Today was good. I took the girls to Sainsbury's and then swimming. They played well together and practised diving whilst I swam 50x30m. We then went home. A friend popped round unexpectedly. She is having real problems with her daughter who is very challenging. I really do feel for her as both her and her husband do their best. It never ceases to amaze me how children can be so different yet have the same parents and are brought up in the same way. I just pray that God will help her choose her friends wisely.
Shortly afterwards my prayer partner arrived. We prayed and gave thanks for the answered prayer we have seen over the last few weeks i. e. my mum, my friend's job/course and for our children,
The boys walked home from school and then after tea I took Rosie and her friend to Brownies, Charlie to cell group and Harry to band practice. Love the following song:
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=vrGbVmfOw1A&feature=related
Shortly afterwards my prayer partner arrived. We prayed and gave thanks for the answered prayer we have seen over the last few weeks i. e. my mum, my friend's job/course and for our children,
The boys walked home from school and then after tea I took Rosie and her friend to Brownies, Charlie to cell group and Harry to band practice. Love the following song:
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=vrGbVmfOw1A&feature=related
Monday 28 January 2008
Sunday 27th January 2008
A great day today. I didn't feel tired at all today, perhaps due to swimming yesterday and not going to bed too late last night.
Woke relatively early and pottered around before the others appeared. Graham took Harry to church and then Charlie to rugby. I collected Harry from church and then made a roast dinner for us all. We then went on a cycle ride to look at a house in the village. We don't really need to move but the house is in a quieter area and has slightly larger rooms downstairs. However after inspection we decided that the house would need too much work done to it as it had not been decorated since it had been built twenty years ago. The house was very clean and tidy.
Rosie and I then stopped off at her friend's nearby for awhile before heading back. Graham and the others had already left for church as he was on the welcoming committee.
The service was awesome although I found it difficult to concentrate initially during the worship. I don't know why but every time I tried to focus myself on the Lord I became distracted. However, I managed better during the sermon and got so much out of it. Richard was talking about previous prophecies about our church and how God will pour oil on all our evangelism, signs and wonders and that we were to experience exponential growth. 33 people were baptised last year which is more than the year before. God will give us the power to speak about Him to our friends, families and neighbours and many will be saved and the prodigals will come home. God has put us in places where He wants us to be. I then realised we hadn't prayed and sought God's guidance about moving when we should have. God is also going to unblock wells in our lives. Was unblocking the downstairs toilet today which had been blocked up all day an analogy to this?!!
Anyway I felt very inspired afterwards and encouraged. We then drove home and collected Rosie's friend who is here for a sleepover as the girls don't have school tomorrow and her mother is working. Graham went to see his parents and I watched Lark Rise to Candleford which is a heart warming tale of rural nineteenth century life. It is set in both Lark Rise which is a small hamlet and Candleford a small town and documents the lives of characters in both. I am so enjoying it and it is the perfect ending to a Sunday and to a busy week.
Woke relatively early and pottered around before the others appeared. Graham took Harry to church and then Charlie to rugby. I collected Harry from church and then made a roast dinner for us all. We then went on a cycle ride to look at a house in the village. We don't really need to move but the house is in a quieter area and has slightly larger rooms downstairs. However after inspection we decided that the house would need too much work done to it as it had not been decorated since it had been built twenty years ago. The house was very clean and tidy.
Rosie and I then stopped off at her friend's nearby for awhile before heading back. Graham and the others had already left for church as he was on the welcoming committee.
The service was awesome although I found it difficult to concentrate initially during the worship. I don't know why but every time I tried to focus myself on the Lord I became distracted. However, I managed better during the sermon and got so much out of it. Richard was talking about previous prophecies about our church and how God will pour oil on all our evangelism, signs and wonders and that we were to experience exponential growth. 33 people were baptised last year which is more than the year before. God will give us the power to speak about Him to our friends, families and neighbours and many will be saved and the prodigals will come home. God has put us in places where He wants us to be. I then realised we hadn't prayed and sought God's guidance about moving when we should have. God is also going to unblock wells in our lives. Was unblocking the downstairs toilet today which had been blocked up all day an analogy to this?!!
Anyway I felt very inspired afterwards and encouraged. We then drove home and collected Rosie's friend who is here for a sleepover as the girls don't have school tomorrow and her mother is working. Graham went to see his parents and I watched Lark Rise to Candleford which is a heart warming tale of rural nineteenth century life. It is set in both Lark Rise which is a small hamlet and Candleford a small town and documents the lives of characters in both. I am so enjoying it and it is the perfect ending to a Sunday and to a busy week.
Sunday 27 January 2008
Saturday 26th January 2008
Woke up early. Graham had his golf lesson as usual. Had a leisurely breakfast and did a spot of ironing and housework before Harry's friend arrived. His mother is a health visitor colleague from work who I know quite well. She stayed for a chat and then I made everybody lunch before setting off with Rosie to collect her friend so we could go swimming. Before swimming we had a quck trip to Tesco to buy some glue, newspaper and something for tea.
Swimming was great. The girls appeared to enjoy themselves and I managed to do my 80 lengths. I felt energised afterwards.
We then went into town and I bought Rosie some skinny black jeans and pumps.
Back home I made everybody tea. Charlie hadn't even ventured outside today. He did do his homework though. Graham took the boys to the driving range and then took Harry's friend home. We then ate our evening meal together with some nice sauvignon blanc I had bought from Tesco today. I am pleased to stay in this evening. I do so enjoy chilling with my family.
Ploughing through Isaiah still, although parts I understand quite well and really enjoy reading. It does become so familiar with time although I can't recall chunks of it.
Looking forward to tomorrow's service.
Swimming was great. The girls appeared to enjoy themselves and I managed to do my 80 lengths. I felt energised afterwards.
We then went into town and I bought Rosie some skinny black jeans and pumps.
Back home I made everybody tea. Charlie hadn't even ventured outside today. He did do his homework though. Graham took the boys to the driving range and then took Harry's friend home. We then ate our evening meal together with some nice sauvignon blanc I had bought from Tesco today. I am pleased to stay in this evening. I do so enjoy chilling with my family.
Ploughing through Isaiah still, although parts I understand quite well and really enjoy reading. It does become so familiar with time although I can't recall chunks of it.
Looking forward to tomorrow's service.
Friday 25 January 2008
Remembering Dad
My Dad died one year ago today. I thought today would feel strange and poignant, but it feels like any other day really. My Mum, David and Christine went to the tree and planted some more bulbs. I do think it would have been nice if I could have been there but it was not possible.
After dropping the children off at school I went to work to collect the notes for the meeting. I was put in a dilemma during the meeting and felt I should have spoken up about a concern I had. I didn't but thankfully was able to discuss my concerns with the other members of the team after the parents left. Another person had the same concerns so we both asked them to be documented.
I then went into town and bought a couple of t shirts in the sale and some flowers for Helen. I then drove to Helen's for the core group meeting for Cornerstone. She had prepared a lovely lunch for us. On the way back I stopped off at Tesco's and Homebase and bought a bulb for the uplight lamp in the lounge ( which I've since lost)!
I collected Rosie from school and Charlie walked home. Harry had swimming after school. Feel I'm rambling on about nothing in particular. I think I do feel sad or ill at ease about today and remembering my father. It's not that I don't think about him as I do most days, but it's thinking about the circumstances in which he passed away which distresses me.
I will finish now.
After dropping the children off at school I went to work to collect the notes for the meeting. I was put in a dilemma during the meeting and felt I should have spoken up about a concern I had. I didn't but thankfully was able to discuss my concerns with the other members of the team after the parents left. Another person had the same concerns so we both asked them to be documented.
I then went into town and bought a couple of t shirts in the sale and some flowers for Helen. I then drove to Helen's for the core group meeting for Cornerstone. She had prepared a lovely lunch for us. On the way back I stopped off at Tesco's and Homebase and bought a bulb for the uplight lamp in the lounge ( which I've since lost)!
I collected Rosie from school and Charlie walked home. Harry had swimming after school. Feel I'm rambling on about nothing in particular. I think I do feel sad or ill at ease about today and remembering my father. It's not that I don't think about him as I do most days, but it's thinking about the circumstances in which he passed away which distresses me.
I will finish now.
Thursday 24th January 2008
Took the children to school and then went swimming. I did my usual 80 lengths and then drove to the Drop in Centre. It was great to sit and talk to some of the girls today. One of them asked me to help her fill in an application job for a job. We did have a laugh when we were filling in the referee section as she could not think of anybody who would give her a reference and asked whether she could put her Mum's name down as she had a different surname to her own. These girls are so lovely and it is a real privilege to get to know them. They love going there each week as they feel they are not judged.
'Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen: to loose the chains of injustice and untie the cords of the yoke, to set the oppressed free and break every yoke? Is it not to share your food with the hungry and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter- when you see the naked, to clothe him, and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood.......then you will call, and the Lord will answer; you will cry for help, and He will say: Here am I." Isaiah 58v6,7&9
I had lunch at home and did some paperwork before walking to a friend's for coffee.
I collected the children from school and helped Harry with his homework. Graham came back from Milan after a stressful couple of days. Graham's mother phoned to say that the ceremony for Alison's ashes will take place on the 8th February which is only two weeks away.
Feeling tired again tonight and I have to work tomorrow for a couple of hours as I have yet another child-in need meeting.
'Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen: to loose the chains of injustice and untie the cords of the yoke, to set the oppressed free and break every yoke? Is it not to share your food with the hungry and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter- when you see the naked, to clothe him, and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood.......then you will call, and the Lord will answer; you will cry for help, and He will say: Here am I." Isaiah 58v6,7&9
I had lunch at home and did some paperwork before walking to a friend's for coffee.
I collected the children from school and helped Harry with his homework. Graham came back from Milan after a stressful couple of days. Graham's mother phoned to say that the ceremony for Alison's ashes will take place on the 8th February which is only two weeks away.
Feeling tired again tonight and I have to work tomorrow for a couple of hours as I have yet another child-in need meeting.
Thursday 24 January 2008
Wednesday 23rd January 2008
A better day today. My colleague arrived back after a month off work. We moved offices which was less stressful than anticipated. I visited one family and then spent the rest of the time sorting out my new office and making phone calls. I now feel up to date for the first time in ages and this change in environment may be a good thing after all. It is great to have such efficient clerical support.
I collected the boys late after school and Rosie had hockey practice. Lots of homework tonight including Shakespeare which I think is too difficult for an eleven year old ( and forty five year old)
I collected the boys late after school and Rosie had hockey practice. Lots of homework tonight including Shakespeare which I think is too difficult for an eleven year old ( and forty five year old)
Tuesday 22 January 2008
Tuesday 22nd January 2008
I have come home a couple of hours early from work as I am working on Friday morning. My ironing pile is colossus but I'm procrastinating as usual. I have switched the iron on so that's a start.
Yesterday was the usual, gym, Sainsbury's and housework. I felt very tired yesterday afternoon for some reason. Graham was back earlier than usual so was able to help me with the usual activities which was just as well as I went to a joint Harpur Trust prayer meeting which was good as I met a few new mums and teachers at the other schools.
Work today and I was determined to be in a better frame of mind. The quantity of work still overwhelms me and the responsibility I have for a part time post continues to discourage me. My job share colleague is back tomorrow so I will have to see how it goes.
I'm now reading Isaiah as I finished Exodus which is very challenging. I read psalm 91 today which I love! My Grandad wrote to my Grandma during the first World War when he was in the trenches in France and asked her to read it as it brought him great comfort. I have a lot of his letters he wrote to my Grandma which are so moving to read.
Psalm 91
1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
2 I will say of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust."
3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence.
4 He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
5 You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day,
6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.
7 A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.
8 You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.
9 If you make the Most High your dwelling— even the LORD, who is my refuge-
10 then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent.
11 For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways;
12 they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent.
14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.
16 With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation."
The sun came out today which was heartening. With all the awful rain and dark and dismal days we have had just recently it was a pleasant interlude. There are over 100 flood alerts in the country and there is so much water everywhere.
Must go and tackle the ironing before I start the school run.
Yesterday was the usual, gym, Sainsbury's and housework. I felt very tired yesterday afternoon for some reason. Graham was back earlier than usual so was able to help me with the usual activities which was just as well as I went to a joint Harpur Trust prayer meeting which was good as I met a few new mums and teachers at the other schools.
Work today and I was determined to be in a better frame of mind. The quantity of work still overwhelms me and the responsibility I have for a part time post continues to discourage me. My job share colleague is back tomorrow so I will have to see how it goes.
I'm now reading Isaiah as I finished Exodus which is very challenging. I read psalm 91 today which I love! My Grandad wrote to my Grandma during the first World War when he was in the trenches in France and asked her to read it as it brought him great comfort. I have a lot of his letters he wrote to my Grandma which are so moving to read.
Psalm 91
1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
2 I will say of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust."
3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence.
4 He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
5 You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day,
6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.
7 A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.
8 You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.
9 If you make the Most High your dwelling— even the LORD, who is my refuge-
10 then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent.
11 For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways;
12 they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent.
14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.
16 With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation."
The sun came out today which was heartening. With all the awful rain and dark and dismal days we have had just recently it was a pleasant interlude. There are over 100 flood alerts in the country and there is so much water everywhere.
Must go and tackle the ironing before I start the school run.
Monday 21 January 2008
Sunday 20th January 2008
I've had such a nice weekend. Yesterday I stayed at home most of the day before Chris arrived to play golf with Graham. We then drove to church for the quiz evening which was great fun. We had two tables one of men and women. We weren't very good but had a good laugh. The food was nice too. Our aim was to beat the men but didn't succeed. I have since heard that one of the men was trying to find the answers on his blackberry!
The quiz finished early so we went to the Tuns for last orders.
Today we went to church in the morning instead of the afternoon as Charlie's rugby was cancelled due to a waterlogged pitch and I was also in Children's Fellowship. We were talking about prophecy and two women came to talk to the ten year olds about their experiences when God prompted them to minister to a church in Essex which was really exciting. The children were really sweet and asked lots of questions including ' Was the church next door to a sweet shop?'
After church we went to Frankie and Benny's for lunch which was a treat. After lunch we found the dressing table in the garage we ordered 3 weeks ago from Laura Ashley which had been delivered unknown to us! I spent the rest of the afternoon assembling the lovely piece of furniture and it is now in the dressing area of our bedroom. It has only taken us a year to buy this! I now need to clear the chest of drawers and bedside cabinets in our room and to transfer my bits to the new dressing table.
Chris has just left after coming back to discuss the location for Alison's ashes. It's all very sad and I won't look forward to the ceremony next month.
Still got some sewing to do and ironing school clothes before settling down to watch Lark Rise which I've now had to tape as Wild at Heart has just started.
The quiz finished early so we went to the Tuns for last orders.
Today we went to church in the morning instead of the afternoon as Charlie's rugby was cancelled due to a waterlogged pitch and I was also in Children's Fellowship. We were talking about prophecy and two women came to talk to the ten year olds about their experiences when God prompted them to minister to a church in Essex which was really exciting. The children were really sweet and asked lots of questions including ' Was the church next door to a sweet shop?'
After church we went to Frankie and Benny's for lunch which was a treat. After lunch we found the dressing table in the garage we ordered 3 weeks ago from Laura Ashley which had been delivered unknown to us! I spent the rest of the afternoon assembling the lovely piece of furniture and it is now in the dressing area of our bedroom. It has only taken us a year to buy this! I now need to clear the chest of drawers and bedside cabinets in our room and to transfer my bits to the new dressing table.
Chris has just left after coming back to discuss the location for Alison's ashes. It's all very sad and I won't look forward to the ceremony next month.
Still got some sewing to do and ironing school clothes before settling down to watch Lark Rise which I've now had to tape as Wild at Heart has just started.
Saturday 19 January 2008
Friday 18th January 2008
I am feeling soooooooo relaxed! I went to Henlow Grange today and met up with my old friend. We met at 9.30am and two coffees later it was 12pm. We had so much to catch up with as we hadn't seen each other for a few months. We only managed a half hour swim and then it was lunch time.
After lunch and another chin wag we went back to the spa area and went in the jacuzzi and then the steam room and laconium. We talked about so much and reminisced about the days when the children were babies and the things we used to get up to. I thank God for her and pray that the fire she once had for the Lord will be reignited We talked about old friends and about how much pleasure we get from our children as they are growing older and how quickly they are growing up and how we want to savour each moment. We also talked about our friendship circles and how we feel about spending time with people we really shouldn't be with. I really do feel there are times and seasons for friendships and as we progress through life we gather new ones and leave some behind but some stay with us throughout or for many years or throughout significant periods in our lives.
We then got changed and had tea and carrot cake before heading home. The day was such an antidote to a busy week. Graham was around to collect the children and then I took Rosie to and from ballet, took Charlie to church and collected Harry from church. I'm now sat down enjoying a glass of wine. Graham said he will collect Charlie at 10pm. Harry and I are watching a Neil Young concert on the television which we recorded the other night. Rosie has a friend here for a sleepover ( stayawake over). Life is good and I have so much to be thankful for. Thank you Lord for my husband, children, good friends and family.
Love this: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4440949487508991180
After lunch and another chin wag we went back to the spa area and went in the jacuzzi and then the steam room and laconium. We talked about so much and reminisced about the days when the children were babies and the things we used to get up to. I thank God for her and pray that the fire she once had for the Lord will be reignited We talked about old friends and about how much pleasure we get from our children as they are growing older and how quickly they are growing up and how we want to savour each moment. We also talked about our friendship circles and how we feel about spending time with people we really shouldn't be with. I really do feel there are times and seasons for friendships and as we progress through life we gather new ones and leave some behind but some stay with us throughout or for many years or throughout significant periods in our lives.
We then got changed and had tea and carrot cake before heading home. The day was such an antidote to a busy week. Graham was around to collect the children and then I took Rosie to and from ballet, took Charlie to church and collected Harry from church. I'm now sat down enjoying a glass of wine. Graham said he will collect Charlie at 10pm. Harry and I are watching a Neil Young concert on the television which we recorded the other night. Rosie has a friend here for a sleepover ( stayawake over). Life is good and I have so much to be thankful for. Thank you Lord for my husband, children, good friends and family.
Love this: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4440949487508991180
Friday 18 January 2008
Thursday 17th January 2008
A strange day. The morning was great at the drop in centre. I helped in the kitchen again. It was really positive to see that the five girls who had expressed an interest in doing The Overcomers course took part in their first session today which they really enjoyed.
I then drove to Putteridge Bury to meet Gurg. I arrived for the 2pm appointment to be told the appointment was 3pm! I felt really stupid and apologised profusely. He managed to see me at 2.30pm saying he had just checked the email he sent me which confirmed it was 3pm! Anyway I felt the meeting was a waste of time as he confirmed that there is no funding at the university or with the PCTs. He told me about the Workforce Development Department who may have some. I will contact them when I have some time but am now feeling that this clarifies not pursuing this option. I will continue to pray.
I managed to pick the children up in good time and came home. It has been raining heavily again today and there has been localised flooding.
I checked the email I received from Gurg and the time was 2pm! I knew I would never have agreed to meet him at 3pm as I would not have been back in time to pick the children up.
Harry seems tired and was stressed tonight about his homework. Charlie has had a good day and Rosie also seems tired
Graham has been stranded in Madrid as planes are unable to land at Heathrow due to a plane crash( nobody killed). My last text message from him about twenty minutes ago said the plane was now ready to fly. This means he will not be back until very late tonight. I feel tired tonight and am going to have an early night. I'm meeting an old friend tomorrow at a health spa for the day so am looking forward to having a relaxing day chilling out.
Finished reading Exodus.
Fancied listening to Delirious. Here is a link to a recent concert with Hillsongs:http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-423268658824630926
I then drove to Putteridge Bury to meet Gurg. I arrived for the 2pm appointment to be told the appointment was 3pm! I felt really stupid and apologised profusely. He managed to see me at 2.30pm saying he had just checked the email he sent me which confirmed it was 3pm! Anyway I felt the meeting was a waste of time as he confirmed that there is no funding at the university or with the PCTs. He told me about the Workforce Development Department who may have some. I will contact them when I have some time but am now feeling that this clarifies not pursuing this option. I will continue to pray.
I managed to pick the children up in good time and came home. It has been raining heavily again today and there has been localised flooding.
I checked the email I received from Gurg and the time was 2pm! I knew I would never have agreed to meet him at 3pm as I would not have been back in time to pick the children up.
Harry seems tired and was stressed tonight about his homework. Charlie has had a good day and Rosie also seems tired
Graham has been stranded in Madrid as planes are unable to land at Heathrow due to a plane crash( nobody killed). My last text message from him about twenty minutes ago said the plane was now ready to fly. This means he will not be back until very late tonight. I feel tired tonight and am going to have an early night. I'm meeting an old friend tomorrow at a health spa for the day so am looking forward to having a relaxing day chilling out.
Finished reading Exodus.
Fancied listening to Delirious. Here is a link to a recent concert with Hillsongs:http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-423268658824630926
Thursday 17 January 2008
Wednesday 16th January 2008
What a beautiful day it has been today. The rain stopped overnight and it has been sunny, bright and not a cloud in the sky today. I have enjoyed driving through town, and by the river today on my way to clients' homes. I had a meeting first thing with my colleague and we were able to pray and commit the day to the Lord.
I felt overwhelmed again today with the sheer volume of work. We have heard though that a FTE health visitor post will be advertised and the person allocated to my caseload which is great news if I can hang on that long before someone is appointed !
After the meeting I went to a Looked After Child review to find it had been cancelled without anyone letting me know! The review should have been at the foster parent's home so at least I managed an update with the client so all was not lost. My next visit was to a very young single mum who is coping very well with her baby.
I managed to make more phone calls and catch up with some paperwork. I only have my continuum ( stats ) left to do and then I'm almost up to date. My job share colleague returns next week so that will lighten my load.
In the afternoon I did two more visits and then collected the boys from school. Rosie had a hockey match after school so I went along to watch her. She scored two of the three goals and they won so she was extremely pleased and I was extremely proud. Her friend came back from tea. Charlie watched less television but didn't like me making him do so. He misses playing outside with the boy across the road during these dark evenings. Harry practised his clarinet and made even more origami cranes. We have now run out of origami paper.
I spoke to a friend today who also blogs on this site. She has recently moved house and told me about the amazing way God revealed to her which house to buy. She felt God say to her she would see a fish in the house she was to buy. She looked at several houses but didn't really think they were for her. She eventually found the house which she felt was right but still hadn't seen any evidence of a fish. As she was in the house and about to leave she asked God again whether this was the right house. She opened her eyes and right in front of her was a child's mobile with a fish on it! Anyway, I told her about my blog! She is the first friend I have told about my blogging attempts. Her blog is : http://www.hisfragrance.blogspot.com/
Graham flew from Milan to Madrid today for the day. He will be so tired. We all really miss him when he is away. I know he is only away for the odd night now but I still don't like it.
I haven't prepared for tomorrow's meeting with Prof Gurg. I hope he doesn't expect me to bring a research proposal. I will be at the drop in centre tomorrow morning so won't have any time to prepare anything. I'm still seeking God on this and pray that He will reveal to me tomorrow one way or the other whether this is what He wants me to do.
Really looking forward to the quiz evening at church on Saturday! I have organised two tables of eight and have decided to have a table each of boys and girls as opposed to two tables of couples as there are a few single people who would probably feel more comfortable with this and one of the women went out with one of Graham's friends who we have invited when she was about 18 which could lead to embarassment on both parts! Small world though!
Not working tomorrow. Hoooorah!
I felt overwhelmed again today with the sheer volume of work. We have heard though that a FTE health visitor post will be advertised and the person allocated to my caseload which is great news if I can hang on that long before someone is appointed !
After the meeting I went to a Looked After Child review to find it had been cancelled without anyone letting me know! The review should have been at the foster parent's home so at least I managed an update with the client so all was not lost. My next visit was to a very young single mum who is coping very well with her baby.
I managed to make more phone calls and catch up with some paperwork. I only have my continuum ( stats ) left to do and then I'm almost up to date. My job share colleague returns next week so that will lighten my load.
In the afternoon I did two more visits and then collected the boys from school. Rosie had a hockey match after school so I went along to watch her. She scored two of the three goals and they won so she was extremely pleased and I was extremely proud. Her friend came back from tea. Charlie watched less television but didn't like me making him do so. He misses playing outside with the boy across the road during these dark evenings. Harry practised his clarinet and made even more origami cranes. We have now run out of origami paper.
I spoke to a friend today who also blogs on this site. She has recently moved house and told me about the amazing way God revealed to her which house to buy. She felt God say to her she would see a fish in the house she was to buy. She looked at several houses but didn't really think they were for her. She eventually found the house which she felt was right but still hadn't seen any evidence of a fish. As she was in the house and about to leave she asked God again whether this was the right house. She opened her eyes and right in front of her was a child's mobile with a fish on it! Anyway, I told her about my blog! She is the first friend I have told about my blogging attempts. Her blog is : http://www.hisfragrance.blogspot.com/
Graham flew from Milan to Madrid today for the day. He will be so tired. We all really miss him when he is away. I know he is only away for the odd night now but I still don't like it.
I haven't prepared for tomorrow's meeting with Prof Gurg. I hope he doesn't expect me to bring a research proposal. I will be at the drop in centre tomorrow morning so won't have any time to prepare anything. I'm still seeking God on this and pray that He will reveal to me tomorrow one way or the other whether this is what He wants me to do.
Really looking forward to the quiz evening at church on Saturday! I have organised two tables of eight and have decided to have a table each of boys and girls as opposed to two tables of couples as there are a few single people who would probably feel more comfortable with this and one of the women went out with one of Graham's friends who we have invited when she was about 18 which could lead to embarassment on both parts! Small world though!
Not working tomorrow. Hoooorah!
Wednesday 16 January 2008
Tuesday January 15th 2008
Rain rain rain, all day. The river Ouse is bursting its banks in places and I noticed slight flooding when I was driving home from work by the Embankment. As I write this I can hear it pelting loudly down on the conservatory.
Work wasn't too bad today. I spent the morning in a training session about KSF ( knowledge and skills framework) which was farcical considering we have been completely deskilled in our roles due to financial cutbacks, no staff and huge caseloads.
I spent the afternoon catching up with phone calls and paperwork. A woman I had arranged to see wasn't in as she had forgotten about my visit. Very frustrating but expected.
Not too much homework tonight. Harry has discovered origami and has made about 20 cranes. They are all over the house but look great as they are so colourful. Charlie watched too much television tonight. I must not let it happen tomorrow. He seemed happy as he enjoyed school today. Rosie had her swimming lesson tonight after tea. It was great to watch her as she has improved so much recently.
Graham is in Milan today and sounded stressed when I spoke to him.
I felt challenged today by my bible notes as we need to ask for greater faith and focus so we won't settle for less. If we do this and start aiming higher more people will hear about Jesus and see Him in us, as when successful people speak other people listen. I didn't just feel this was apt for my professional life but for my personal and social life.
Work wasn't too bad today. I spent the morning in a training session about KSF ( knowledge and skills framework) which was farcical considering we have been completely deskilled in our roles due to financial cutbacks, no staff and huge caseloads.
I spent the afternoon catching up with phone calls and paperwork. A woman I had arranged to see wasn't in as she had forgotten about my visit. Very frustrating but expected.
Not too much homework tonight. Harry has discovered origami and has made about 20 cranes. They are all over the house but look great as they are so colourful. Charlie watched too much television tonight. I must not let it happen tomorrow. He seemed happy as he enjoyed school today. Rosie had her swimming lesson tonight after tea. It was great to watch her as she has improved so much recently.
Graham is in Milan today and sounded stressed when I spoke to him.
I felt challenged today by my bible notes as we need to ask for greater faith and focus so we won't settle for less. If we do this and start aiming higher more people will hear about Jesus and see Him in us, as when successful people speak other people listen. I didn't just feel this was apt for my professional life but for my personal and social life.
Tuesday 15 January 2008
Monday 14th January 2008
Woke up early and took the children to school. I went to the gym afterwards and did my first workout since before Christmas. I stepped for 20 mins, went on the cross trainer for 20 mins and then went on the jogging machine for 10 mins ( only jogged for 5 mins, walked the rest ). There was nobody around to have a coffee with so went to Sainsbury's and stocked up for the week buying more healthy stuff than usual.
Back home I called my mum who was still feeling positive about receiving her results. I told her lots of people were praying for her and she said again that if she had to go for radiotherapy she would be confident and could cope with it.
Cleaned the playroom, cloakroom and lounge after lunch. I see I'm back in my routine with Mondays being a day of gym, Sainsbury's, and housework.
Anyway at about 2.30pm the phone rang. It was my mum sounding exuberant! The consultant does not think she has cancer nor anything serious! How amazing is God! I asked for a miracle and I believe one was given to me. She has to go back for another xray in 4 weeks, but no other follow up is necessary. The consultant is still unsure what the lesion is and says it could be as a result of the recent chest infection she had.
My friend who I pray with every two weeks arrived and I was delighted to share this good news with her. We gave thanks to God and prayed about other issues pertinent to our lives.
I sent a text message to all who had been praying for mum and also to non Christian friends thanking them and also to encourage them. If anybody is reading this, please be encouraged by the power of prayer.
Picked up Rosie and her friend from school whilst the boys were brought home by a friend. It was maths homework tonight for Rosie and Harry. Harry really struggles with maths and I find it difficult trying to help him. He seems to forget the basics and then panics.
Spent the rest of the evening transporting children to Brownies and cell group. Graham came home and then collected Charlie. Graham is happy as Leeds have just won a match against Crewe.
My bible reading today was about making plans and counting on God to direct us by prayer, His word and wise counsel. I am so thankful for Graham and wise friends to give me advice. I have been asked to go and see the Prof of public health in Luton on Thursday to discuss the feasibility of a PhD. I'm still not sure about it but need to exclude this option to enable me to focus on other things.
Work tomorrow which I'm not looking forward to as usual! Going to bed in a minute to read. I'm reading a great biography about Anne Boleyn who had a huge influence on church history in her time.
Back home I called my mum who was still feeling positive about receiving her results. I told her lots of people were praying for her and she said again that if she had to go for radiotherapy she would be confident and could cope with it.
Cleaned the playroom, cloakroom and lounge after lunch. I see I'm back in my routine with Mondays being a day of gym, Sainsbury's, and housework.
Anyway at about 2.30pm the phone rang. It was my mum sounding exuberant! The consultant does not think she has cancer nor anything serious! How amazing is God! I asked for a miracle and I believe one was given to me. She has to go back for another xray in 4 weeks, but no other follow up is necessary. The consultant is still unsure what the lesion is and says it could be as a result of the recent chest infection she had.
My friend who I pray with every two weeks arrived and I was delighted to share this good news with her. We gave thanks to God and prayed about other issues pertinent to our lives.
I sent a text message to all who had been praying for mum and also to non Christian friends thanking them and also to encourage them. If anybody is reading this, please be encouraged by the power of prayer.
Picked up Rosie and her friend from school whilst the boys were brought home by a friend. It was maths homework tonight for Rosie and Harry. Harry really struggles with maths and I find it difficult trying to help him. He seems to forget the basics and then panics.
Spent the rest of the evening transporting children to Brownies and cell group. Graham came home and then collected Charlie. Graham is happy as Leeds have just won a match against Crewe.
My bible reading today was about making plans and counting on God to direct us by prayer, His word and wise counsel. I am so thankful for Graham and wise friends to give me advice. I have been asked to go and see the Prof of public health in Luton on Thursday to discuss the feasibility of a PhD. I'm still not sure about it but need to exclude this option to enable me to focus on other things.
Work tomorrow which I'm not looking forward to as usual! Going to bed in a minute to read. I'm reading a great biography about Anne Boleyn who had a huge influence on church history in her time.
Monday 14 January 2008
Sunday 13th January 2008
A good day today. We had the usual ferrying of Harry to church this morning and Graham taking Charlie to rugby. They were away and lost but again he is not phased by it.
Had a nice roast dinner at lunch time and then read the papers for a while before taking Harry back to church at 3.30pm. I stayed there until the service started at 4pm and when the others arrived.
The service was great. The worship was awesome and we sung one of my fave songs at the moment ' Mighty to Save'
I would like to think we sounded like this! I'm sure we did in God's eyes.
http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=-5372653048330369446&q=mighty+to+save&total=782&start=0&num=10&so=0&type=search&plindex=0
Just sat down to watch a double bill of ' Lark Rise to Candleford' and the final episode of 'Sense and Sensibility'. Graham has disappeared to the other room.
Had a nice roast dinner at lunch time and then read the papers for a while before taking Harry back to church at 3.30pm. I stayed there until the service started at 4pm and when the others arrived.
The service was great. The worship was awesome and we sung one of my fave songs at the moment ' Mighty to Save'
I would like to think we sounded like this! I'm sure we did in God's eyes.
http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=-5372653048330369446&q=mighty+to+save&total=782&start=0&num=10&so=0&type=search&plindex=0
Just sat down to watch a double bill of ' Lark Rise to Candleford' and the final episode of 'Sense and Sensibility'. Graham has disappeared to the other room.
Sunday 13 January 2008
Saturday 12th January 2008
Our father in heaven does indeed answer prayers! Not that I doubted the power of prayer but it is affirming and faith building when a result is seen. So many people were praying for my mum yesterday pm whilst she was undergoing a bronchoscopy. Amazingly she said she was not scared and felt very calm. She did not feel a thing due to the sedation but most remarkably she has not had any coughing or sore throat or any other side effects following the procedure. I am still praying for a miracle that she will be completely healed of whatever is causing the shadow/growth on her lung. Surely this is a testimony to 'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.' Philippians 4:13. She even said that if she does have cancer she could cope with it! What a change in her. She will get the results on Monday afternoon. It just goes to show that whatever life throws at us if we pray and trust God He will give us supernatural power to not only cope but demonstrate extraordinary strength. My mother is a meek lady and is still grieving for my father who died 25th January 2007 and the joy in her life is absent. I just pray that God will continue to reveal Himself to her through this health scare.
We've had a relaxing weekend so far. Graham had his golf lesson this morning and I finished off the upstairs housework which is always satisfying when I have blitzed the children's rooms. We then went to KFC for lunch before doing a spot of shopping at the retail park. Charlie needs a new school coat and trainers but we didn't buy either due to him being unable to make a decision about the items on offer. It was so frustrating.
After tea we all played an X Factor chocolate quiz game that the children were given for Christmas. We had such a laugh, particularly at Graham's attempts. Rosie won -well she had to. It has been so nice to spend quality family time together. I was pleased we hadn't anything planned this evening.
Just started to watch a depressing film about 9/11 ( World Trade Center). I don't know much about the film but it seems awful that revenue has been made from this tragic event.
We've had a relaxing weekend so far. Graham had his golf lesson this morning and I finished off the upstairs housework which is always satisfying when I have blitzed the children's rooms. We then went to KFC for lunch before doing a spot of shopping at the retail park. Charlie needs a new school coat and trainers but we didn't buy either due to him being unable to make a decision about the items on offer. It was so frustrating.
After tea we all played an X Factor chocolate quiz game that the children were given for Christmas. We had such a laugh, particularly at Graham's attempts. Rosie won -well she had to. It has been so nice to spend quality family time together. I was pleased we hadn't anything planned this evening.
Just started to watch a depressing film about 9/11 ( World Trade Center). I don't know much about the film but it seems awful that revenue has been made from this tragic event.
Friday 11 January 2008
Friday January 11th 2008
Our fantastic children on their first day back at school, August 2007.Writing this before going to work for a couple of hours. I have just returned from the gym where I swam 80 lengths. The lengths are 20 metres so it is about 1 mile. I couldn't face the gym as it is my first day back since before Christmas. I had a cappuccino with a friend afterwards which was nice.
I spoke to my mum briefly who seemed fine. Amazingly she was planning to go shopping after her ct scan and before her bronchoscopy. She is going to ring me if she has time before her bronchoscopy. My bible notes are about asking Jesus for a miracle and Lord I do need a miracle for my mother, so I ask you to completely heal her and give her peace throughout these procedures.
I'm going to see if I can upload a couple of things, namely a video and some photographs. The video is of Rhydian who was runner up in the X factor singing 'O Holy Night'. Oh dear haven't got time to set up account so here is the link instead.
I've managed a photo but can't move it's position! Think I need some IT courses.
Thursday January 10th 2008
A better day today but still trying hard not to worry about mum.
Enjoyed my time at Cornerstone. The atmosphere was very peaceful despite it being the first session back after Christmas and the amount of new clients who turned up. It was great to see a couple of friends who are also volunteers.
Spent the afternoon doing much needed housework before collecting the children.
Very tired tonight.
Enjoyed my time at Cornerstone. The atmosphere was very peaceful despite it being the first session back after Christmas and the amount of new clients who turned up. It was great to see a couple of friends who are also volunteers.
Spent the afternoon doing much needed housework before collecting the children.
Very tired tonight.
Thursday 10 January 2008
Wednesday January 9th 2008
Trying to be positive about my mum. She saw her consultant today who wants her to have a ct scan and bronchoscopy on Friday. Lord I pray for complete healing in her lungs and that you will give her the peace that surpasses all understanding. I pray that you will stay close to her on Friday as she is so anxious about having a bronchoscopy.
Work continues to be frantic, but was able to encourage one of my clients today who is struggling with her past and her life as a new mother. A colleague came to see me to hand over part of my caseload she had been covering during my leave. She arrived thirty minutes before our team meeting and asked me to pray with her and to commit our day to the Lord. How great was that! I will hopefully be moving office base next week on a temporary basis to be with a bigger team of health visitors. I will be in the same office as this colleague so we will have further opportunities for prayer. We did try to set up a prayer meeting last year at work but only managed to meet once.
Graham has also had a stressful day at work and he is now watching football. The children are all asleep and I need to go to my bed and read my book which I've almost finished.
I'm not working tomorrow. I don't work on Thursdays so I can help out at Cornerstone a drop in centre for families. I absolutely love working there and have done for many years now. It is a real privilege to work with these families. I'm in the kitchen tomorrow serving drinks and making toast which will be great as it gives me the opportunity to have conversations with more clients. I finish at lunchtime and then need to come home and attempt to do some housework.
Still reading Exodus. Good to revisit the commandments. Also read psalm 46, the first part very apt for me.
Work continues to be frantic, but was able to encourage one of my clients today who is struggling with her past and her life as a new mother. A colleague came to see me to hand over part of my caseload she had been covering during my leave. She arrived thirty minutes before our team meeting and asked me to pray with her and to commit our day to the Lord. How great was that! I will hopefully be moving office base next week on a temporary basis to be with a bigger team of health visitors. I will be in the same office as this colleague so we will have further opportunities for prayer. We did try to set up a prayer meeting last year at work but only managed to meet once.
Graham has also had a stressful day at work and he is now watching football. The children are all asleep and I need to go to my bed and read my book which I've almost finished.
I'm not working tomorrow. I don't work on Thursdays so I can help out at Cornerstone a drop in centre for families. I absolutely love working there and have done for many years now. It is a real privilege to work with these families. I'm in the kitchen tomorrow serving drinks and making toast which will be great as it gives me the opportunity to have conversations with more clients. I finish at lunchtime and then need to come home and attempt to do some housework.
Still reading Exodus. Good to revisit the commandments. Also read psalm 46, the first part very apt for me.
Wednesday 9 January 2008
Tuesday 8th January 2008
Thought I was so organised last night ensuring the children had sorted out their school bags and everything was left by the door ready to go. We left early and just as we joined the huge queue of traffic Charlie said he had forgotten his games bag. Seconds later Harry asked what day it was. He then remembered he had forgotten his PE bag. Now if I had been a better mother I would have supervised them getting in the car but I didn't. It was too late to go back home for them so I went to work and then popped home on the way to visit a young single mother in the mother and baby unit and then dropped the bags off at school.
Work was bearable as I was only working until lunchtime today. However I have so much work outstanding it is completely overwhelming. Due to shortages in the staffing levels and having a huge caseload I need to move offices to be within a bigger team. I have mixed feelings about the move as we're all under so much stress and my colleagues are in the same position as myself. I will probably move next week before my job share colleague returns from leave. I am still praying for a new direction and that if God wants me to stay in this post to let me know somehow! I have been unsettled for a year now and know I am ready for a new challenge but am unsure what to do.
Anyway I had a nice afternoon in the hairdresser's and caught up with all the rubbish mind numbing celebrity news in their magazines whilst having my roots dyed and hair cut. It feels so short as I had about three inches cut off but is still long enough to tie up.
Went to Sainsbury's and then collected the boys from the games field. They'd had a great day. We then collected Rosie from her friend's. She was so excited as she was voted head of form for the term. Unpacked the shopping and then took Rosie for her swimming lesson.
Back at home later, supervised homework and then ate a midweek gourmet special for tea, i.e. pasta carbonara. I must sort out some new meals and plan ahead more.
My friend phoned to arrange to meet up this week which will be nice. I will have lunch with her on Friday after work. I told her about my mum so we prayed together for her.
Work was bearable as I was only working until lunchtime today. However I have so much work outstanding it is completely overwhelming. Due to shortages in the staffing levels and having a huge caseload I need to move offices to be within a bigger team. I have mixed feelings about the move as we're all under so much stress and my colleagues are in the same position as myself. I will probably move next week before my job share colleague returns from leave. I am still praying for a new direction and that if God wants me to stay in this post to let me know somehow! I have been unsettled for a year now and know I am ready for a new challenge but am unsure what to do.
Anyway I had a nice afternoon in the hairdresser's and caught up with all the rubbish mind numbing celebrity news in their magazines whilst having my roots dyed and hair cut. It feels so short as I had about three inches cut off but is still long enough to tie up.
Went to Sainsbury's and then collected the boys from the games field. They'd had a great day. We then collected Rosie from her friend's. She was so excited as she was voted head of form for the term. Unpacked the shopping and then took Rosie for her swimming lesson.
Back at home later, supervised homework and then ate a midweek gourmet special for tea, i.e. pasta carbonara. I must sort out some new meals and plan ahead more.
My friend phoned to arrange to meet up this week which will be nice. I will have lunch with her on Friday after work. I told her about my mum so we prayed together for her.
Tuesday 8 January 2008
Still Monday 7th Jan
God's timing is amazing! I have just received this email from a friend who I haven't heard from in a while:
PRAY THIS EVEN IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE IT!! IT WILL ONLY TAKE A MINUTE.I started not to do this, but as I read it.... I understood God to say, "You need a miracle tomorrow.... so here goes... Prov. 29:25... You never know when God is going to bless you!! Good things happen when you least expect them to!!!!!!!!
Dear Lord, I thank You for this day, I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you.I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. And give the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits.I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak... Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those that are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those that will delete this without sharing it with others I pray for those that don't believe.But I thank you that I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight.
I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees it.
PRAY THIS EVEN IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE IT!! IT WILL ONLY TAKE A MINUTE.I started not to do this, but as I read it.... I understood God to say, "You need a miracle tomorrow.... so here goes... Prov. 29:25... You never know when God is going to bless you!! Good things happen when you least expect them to!!!!!!!!
Dear Lord, I thank You for this day, I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you.I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. And give the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits.I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak... Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those that are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those that will delete this without sharing it with others I pray for those that don't believe.But I thank you that I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight.
I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees it.
Monday 7th January 2008
Writing this in shock. My Mum has a small lesion on her lung and has to see the Thoracic Consultant on Wednesday. She had a chest x ray on Friday and was informed today of the result. Her GP said it could be cancer. She is obviously very worried. It is awful that she has to go through this on her own. At least last year when Dad was ill he had her with him. I feel helpless living almost 200 miles away. I think my brother will take her to the hospital on Wednesday.
I pray she will press into God and that He will give her the strength to cope with whatever lies ahead.
Our last day before going back to school and work. Graham has just phoned and he is on his way back to the UK from spending the day in Cologne. He said he felt travel sick this morning on the flight there due to the turbulence.
We spent today in town buying school shirts and things for pencil cases. We went to Pizza Hut for lunch. I had forgotten how awful Pizza Hut is but the children enjoyed it. At least I won't have to cook tonight. We then went to Bedford Hospital to take Charlie for his orthodontic apt. He has to have his tongue tie released which he is pleased about. It has never bothered him until recently when I think someone told him he wouldn't be a good kisser if he couldn't stick his tongue out!
Back to work tomorrow. My colleague phoned me just to check I was coming back as everybody is ill at the moment. There are three health visitors off with a flu virus. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow but am only going to work a half day as I also have to work on Friday due to having to attend a case conference about a family I am working with. I plan to go to the hairdressers and have a radical haircut! My hair is shoulder length but I'm getting fed up with it as I rarely wear it down and tie it up most of the time. So I'm going to have a chin length bob which means it will be curlier.
Still reading Exodus which is so interesting reading about how Moses and Aaron lead the Israelites under God's guidance.
Anyway, I need to encourage the children to get their school clothes and bags ready and then we can relax before having an early night so must go.
Another reason I am feeling flat is because when we were at the hospital today I heard my name called. I turned round to see a homeless couple with blankets and bin liners strolling up the corridor. It was somebody I knew from church who was dramatically healed from alcoholism about ten years ago. She used to be an amazing witness and used to help at the drop in centre with me. I had heard she had relapsed and had left her husband and children and was sleeping rough. I just can't believe it. I didn't recognise her at first but at least she recognised me.
I have so much in my life to be thankful for.
I pray she will press into God and that He will give her the strength to cope with whatever lies ahead.
Our last day before going back to school and work. Graham has just phoned and he is on his way back to the UK from spending the day in Cologne. He said he felt travel sick this morning on the flight there due to the turbulence.
We spent today in town buying school shirts and things for pencil cases. We went to Pizza Hut for lunch. I had forgotten how awful Pizza Hut is but the children enjoyed it. At least I won't have to cook tonight. We then went to Bedford Hospital to take Charlie for his orthodontic apt. He has to have his tongue tie released which he is pleased about. It has never bothered him until recently when I think someone told him he wouldn't be a good kisser if he couldn't stick his tongue out!
Back to work tomorrow. My colleague phoned me just to check I was coming back as everybody is ill at the moment. There are three health visitors off with a flu virus. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow but am only going to work a half day as I also have to work on Friday due to having to attend a case conference about a family I am working with. I plan to go to the hairdressers and have a radical haircut! My hair is shoulder length but I'm getting fed up with it as I rarely wear it down and tie it up most of the time. So I'm going to have a chin length bob which means it will be curlier.
Still reading Exodus which is so interesting reading about how Moses and Aaron lead the Israelites under God's guidance.
Anyway, I need to encourage the children to get their school clothes and bags ready and then we can relax before having an early night so must go.
Another reason I am feeling flat is because when we were at the hospital today I heard my name called. I turned round to see a homeless couple with blankets and bin liners strolling up the corridor. It was somebody I knew from church who was dramatically healed from alcoholism about ten years ago. She used to be an amazing witness and used to help at the drop in centre with me. I had heard she had relapsed and had left her husband and children and was sleeping rough. I just can't believe it. I didn't recognise her at first but at least she recognised me.
I have so much in my life to be thankful for.
Monday 7 January 2008
Still Sunday 6th Jan
Just read this and thought how apt it is for my life and the thoughts I have been having over the last couple of days.
Let it go for 2008...by T. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this!
When people can walk away from you: let them walk.
I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying withyou, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,staying attached to you.
When people can walk away from you let them walk.Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.
The Bible said that,"They came out from us that it might be made manifest that they werenot for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would havecontinued with us." [1John 2:19]
People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if theyare not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go.
And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means thattheir part in the story is over. And you've got to know whenpeople's part in your story is over so that you don't keep tryingto raise the dead.
You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it'sover.Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's thetenth spiritual gift. I believe in "good-bye". It's not that I'minsensitive or uncaring, it's that I trust, I know whatever andwhomever God means for me to have and be a part of my life He willgive.
And if a relationship takes too much sweat I don't need it.Stop begging people to stay.Let them go!!
If you are holding on to something or someone who doesn't belong toyou and was never intended for your life, then you need to ..LET ITGO!!!
If you are holding on to past hurts and pains .. LET IT GO!!!If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see yourworth... LET THEM GO!!!
If someone has angered you ..LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge ..LET ITGO!!!
If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addictive behavior..LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs ortalents .. LET IT GO!!!
If you have a bad attitude...LET IT GO!!!
If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...LET ITGO!!!
If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a newlevel in Him...LET IT GO!!!
If you are struggling with the healing of a brokenrelationship....LET IT GO!!!
If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to helpthemselves.. LET THEM GO!!!
If you're feeling depressed and stressed ...LET IT GO!!!
If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handlingyourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then youneed to... LET GO!!!
Let the past be the past. Forget the former things.2007................LET IT GO!
2008................BRING IT ON! Fresh and new in each moment.
I have just read it to Graham who said' Do you want to let me go?!' He thinks the above is referring to relationships, but I think it is much more.
Let it go for 2008...by T. D. Jakes
When people can walk away from you: let them walk.
I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying withyou, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,staying attached to you.
When people can walk away from you let them walk.Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.
The Bible said that,"They came out from us that it might be made manifest that they werenot for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would havecontinued with us." [1John 2:19]
People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if theyare not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go.
And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means thattheir part in the story is over. And you've got to know whenpeople's part in your story is over so that you don't keep tryingto raise the dead.
You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it'sover.Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's thetenth spiritual gift. I believe in "good-bye". It's not that I'minsensitive or uncaring, it's that I trust, I know whatever andwhomever God means for me to have and be a part of my life He willgive.
And if a relationship takes too much sweat I don't need it.Stop begging people to stay.Let them go!!
If you are holding on to something or someone who doesn't belong toyou and was never intended for your life, then you need to ..LET ITGO!!!
If you are holding on to past hurts and pains .. LET IT GO!!!If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see yourworth... LET THEM GO!!!
If someone has angered you ..LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge ..LET ITGO!!!
If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addictive behavior..LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs ortalents .. LET IT GO!!!
If you have a bad attitude...LET IT GO!!!
If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...LET ITGO!!!
If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a newlevel in Him...LET IT GO!!!
If you are struggling with the healing of a brokenrelationship....LET IT GO!!!
If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to helpthemselves.. LET THEM GO!!!
If you're feeling depressed and stressed ...LET IT GO!!!
If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handlingyourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then youneed to... LET GO!!!
Let the past be the past. Forget the former things.2007................LET IT GO!
2008................BRING IT ON! Fresh and new in each moment.
I have just read it to Graham who said' Do you want to let me go?!' He thinks the above is referring to relationships, but I think it is much more.
Sunday 6 January 2008
Sunday January 6th 2008
Had a great time at friends on Friday. We played several games including Taboo, Call 'Em All ( awful game ) and a movie quiz which I was absolutely useless at. Nevertheless the girls won which was good as I haven't won any games played at all during the festive season.
Went to The Coliseum yesterday to watch The Nutcracker ( English National Ballet ). It was Rosie's first ballet and not sure if she really appreciated it as she kept asking questions like ' When do they start speaking?' 'When is the interval?' 'When does it finish?' I really enjoyed it but it was very contemporary and I was expecting a more traditional version with frilly white tutus. The friends who we went with are real ballet fans and critical of the production. However I had a great day and particularly enjoyed the music.
We had a lovely meal in Bella Italia in Leicester Square after the ballet and then walked to the Embankment where we caught a bus to Russell Square. Nostalgia hit me big time as we drove by Bedford Place and Bernard Street where I used to live twenty years ago! We then walked to St Pancras. I haven't seen the station since it has been refurbished. We saw a Eurostar train and I thought how much I would really like to go to Paris with the family.
We arrived home at 9pm and then I read for a long time. Graham had taken the boys ice skating and then to his parents for tea.
Will finish this later as I have to go and collect Harry from church. Our Sundays feel nothing like a day of rest at the moment with Harry playing in the band twice and Charlie playing rugby in the morning and then going to the afternoon service. Things will possibly change once Charlie has given up rugby, although Graham prefers the afternoon service.
Just finished lunch and almost time to take Harry back to church and then all back again for 4pm. I have been thinking about people who God places in your life for a reason. There is one friend of mine who I am aiming to spend more time with during the year. We had to cancel dinners etc last year so many times due to both of us being too busy with family life. ' I thank my God every time I remember you' Philippians 1:3 is a verse I pondered upon yesterday morning which led me to thinking about my close friends and other friends. I must continue to create memories around friendships which are important that I will treasure. Life is so short to waste it on insignicant issues and spending it with people who I don't really want to spend time with. As I was thinking about this again today one of my closest friends unexpectedly called round to ask me to endorse a passport application for her daughter. I haven't seen her for a couple of weeks over the Christmas period so it was nice to catch up with her. Infact I should tell her how much I value her friendship. I will see her shortly and may tell her about this blog. I haven't told anyone about it. The only people who know are Graham and the kids. Harry was horrified when he found out that this would be posted on the internet and asked me whether Dad knew about it!
Charlie lost his rugby match this morning but doesn't seem phased by it.
Bible notes for today are about trusting God for everything in your life. Even when you don't feel God is blessing and directing your life if you have faith and focus and wait on Him your opportunities will be regulated by His plan for your life. God needs time to lay foundations in order to build something great in your life.
Looking forward to chilling in front of Sense and Sensibility and reading the papers later on this evening.
Went to The Coliseum yesterday to watch The Nutcracker ( English National Ballet ). It was Rosie's first ballet and not sure if she really appreciated it as she kept asking questions like ' When do they start speaking?' 'When is the interval?' 'When does it finish?' I really enjoyed it but it was very contemporary and I was expecting a more traditional version with frilly white tutus. The friends who we went with are real ballet fans and critical of the production. However I had a great day and particularly enjoyed the music.
We had a lovely meal in Bella Italia in Leicester Square after the ballet and then walked to the Embankment where we caught a bus to Russell Square. Nostalgia hit me big time as we drove by Bedford Place and Bernard Street where I used to live twenty years ago! We then walked to St Pancras. I haven't seen the station since it has been refurbished. We saw a Eurostar train and I thought how much I would really like to go to Paris with the family.
We arrived home at 9pm and then I read for a long time. Graham had taken the boys ice skating and then to his parents for tea.
Will finish this later as I have to go and collect Harry from church. Our Sundays feel nothing like a day of rest at the moment with Harry playing in the band twice and Charlie playing rugby in the morning and then going to the afternoon service. Things will possibly change once Charlie has given up rugby, although Graham prefers the afternoon service.
Just finished lunch and almost time to take Harry back to church and then all back again for 4pm. I have been thinking about people who God places in your life for a reason. There is one friend of mine who I am aiming to spend more time with during the year. We had to cancel dinners etc last year so many times due to both of us being too busy with family life. ' I thank my God every time I remember you' Philippians 1:3 is a verse I pondered upon yesterday morning which led me to thinking about my close friends and other friends. I must continue to create memories around friendships which are important that I will treasure. Life is so short to waste it on insignicant issues and spending it with people who I don't really want to spend time with. As I was thinking about this again today one of my closest friends unexpectedly called round to ask me to endorse a passport application for her daughter. I haven't seen her for a couple of weeks over the Christmas period so it was nice to catch up with her. Infact I should tell her how much I value her friendship. I will see her shortly and may tell her about this blog. I haven't told anyone about it. The only people who know are Graham and the kids. Harry was horrified when he found out that this would be posted on the internet and asked me whether Dad knew about it!
Charlie lost his rugby match this morning but doesn't seem phased by it.
Bible notes for today are about trusting God for everything in your life. Even when you don't feel God is blessing and directing your life if you have faith and focus and wait on Him your opportunities will be regulated by His plan for your life. God needs time to lay foundations in order to build something great in your life.
Looking forward to chilling in front of Sense and Sensibility and reading the papers later on this evening.
Saturday 5 January 2008
Friday January 4th 2008
Haven't got much time as we are off to a games evening tonight at some friends and have to take Harry to church.
Got up sooooooo late today (9am). Didn't even see Graham this morning. Stayed in my pjs until 11.30am. However I managed to get some washing and ironing done and other chores. The children also got up late. Harry told me that after I went in to see him last night to say goodnight his friend and him played on their DSs and read until 3am!!
As I was ironing and listening to the radio this morning I had a bit of an epiphany moment. After deciding not to make New Year's resolutions I thought I should have some goals for the year. As I was praying about it and reading my bible I came up with the following:
1. To start believing God for more in my life in order to fulfill my God given destiny. For eg to follow leads about writing book/Phd etc. Felt God really speak to me today about subject matter for book.
2. Look into pension options next week when back at work so I can hand in my notice asap to concentrate on above
3. To try and lose the one stone that is probably nearer two after these holidays.
4. Get back into gym, but carefully. Have just had email from friend telling me about a 58year old man from the village who died from a heart attack following a spin class at the gym just before Christmas. Not that there's much chance of me overdoing it, but you never know.
5. Be more careful with money and spend less to get used to not having my salary
Felt great after focusing on the above. Cleaned the conservatory and took the decs off the tree and put the tree in the garden.
Graham came home early after another visit to the Dentist. Took Harry's friend home and dropped Charlie off at his friend's then nipped into town and bought some boots from Clarks (£25-bargain ) and sent the £55 ones back to Boden. Rosie has a friend for a sleepover tonight.
Anyway must go and decide what to wear tonight. It has just started to rain so don't think we will be cycling to our friends.
Got up sooooooo late today (9am). Didn't even see Graham this morning. Stayed in my pjs until 11.30am. However I managed to get some washing and ironing done and other chores. The children also got up late. Harry told me that after I went in to see him last night to say goodnight his friend and him played on their DSs and read until 3am!!
As I was ironing and listening to the radio this morning I had a bit of an epiphany moment. After deciding not to make New Year's resolutions I thought I should have some goals for the year. As I was praying about it and reading my bible I came up with the following:
1. To start believing God for more in my life in order to fulfill my God given destiny. For eg to follow leads about writing book/Phd etc. Felt God really speak to me today about subject matter for book.
2. Look into pension options next week when back at work so I can hand in my notice asap to concentrate on above
3. To try and lose the one stone that is probably nearer two after these holidays.
4. Get back into gym, but carefully. Have just had email from friend telling me about a 58year old man from the village who died from a heart attack following a spin class at the gym just before Christmas. Not that there's much chance of me overdoing it, but you never know.
5. Be more careful with money and spend less to get used to not having my salary
Felt great after focusing on the above. Cleaned the conservatory and took the decs off the tree and put the tree in the garden.
Graham came home early after another visit to the Dentist. Took Harry's friend home and dropped Charlie off at his friend's then nipped into town and bought some boots from Clarks (£25-bargain ) and sent the £55 ones back to Boden. Rosie has a friend for a sleepover tonight.
Anyway must go and decide what to wear tonight. It has just started to rain so don't think we will be cycling to our friends.
Friday 4 January 2008
Thursday January 3rd 2008
Didn't even think about getting up with Graham this morning but waved to him as he was walking out of the bedroom. Managed to read before the children got up. I am reading The Mermaid Chair by Sue Monk Kidd which is very good, but not as good as The Secret Life of Bees. I too will be in for a shock when I go back to work next week and have to get up at 6.50am.
Read some more of Exodus and my thoughts today were about how God uses ordinary people with ordinary fears and hang ups to do great things. I know there are loads of examples in the Bible of how God works through ordinary people to make them extraordinary for His work. Even Moses was reluctant to listen to God and do His work to begin with. So God can even use the likes of me.
Spoke to my mum who is feeling better today. I told her that a friend prayed for her yesterday which she seemed impressed with.
Didn't have time to take the rest of the decs down as we had to collect Harry's and Rosie's friends on the way to MK to Planet Ice. Most of the children have gone back to school so the rink was relatively quiet so we had a great time. I did 3 lots of 10 laps of the rink so feeling virtuous decided to stop off for fish and chips on the way home.
After ice skating we trooped into Graham's office to say hello. We didn't get past the reception though. I think the sight of five children was too alarming for an office of accountants. I did get a nice cup of coffee though brought to me by Graham which surprised even his PA.
Harry asked his friend if he could come for a sleepover. Don't know why they are called sleepovers as so little time is spent asleep. Rosie tried to wangle a sleepover at her friend's but her mother has clearly more foresight than myself and said she could go 'another time'.
Very cold today but still no snow. It tried to snow a little bit this afternoon but didn't quite make it.
Read some more of Exodus and my thoughts today were about how God uses ordinary people with ordinary fears and hang ups to do great things. I know there are loads of examples in the Bible of how God works through ordinary people to make them extraordinary for His work. Even Moses was reluctant to listen to God and do His work to begin with. So God can even use the likes of me.
Spoke to my mum who is feeling better today. I told her that a friend prayed for her yesterday which she seemed impressed with.
Didn't have time to take the rest of the decs down as we had to collect Harry's and Rosie's friends on the way to MK to Planet Ice. Most of the children have gone back to school so the rink was relatively quiet so we had a great time. I did 3 lots of 10 laps of the rink so feeling virtuous decided to stop off for fish and chips on the way home.
After ice skating we trooped into Graham's office to say hello. We didn't get past the reception though. I think the sight of five children was too alarming for an office of accountants. I did get a nice cup of coffee though brought to me by Graham which surprised even his PA.
Harry asked his friend if he could come for a sleepover. Don't know why they are called sleepovers as so little time is spent asleep. Rosie tried to wangle a sleepover at her friend's but her mother has clearly more foresight than myself and said she could go 'another time'.
Very cold today but still no snow. It tried to snow a little bit this afternoon but didn't quite make it.
Thursday 3 January 2008
Wednesday 2nd January 2008
Sense and Sensibility was so lovely last night, but I will reserve judgement until I have seen all three episodes.
It was Graham's first day back at work today. I had every intention of getting up with him and making him coffee but I just couldn't get up. Still the thought was there!
I eventually got out of bed at 8.30am and had an enjoyable hour on my own before the children got up. They will be in for a shock next week when they have to get up at 7am. I managed to read my bible notes. Every year I start off with UCB's bible in a year plan and make it to April and then restart in the summer and try to catch up by reading three or four days worth until October when I give up completely thinking I'll start again in the New Year. I did catch up until November last year so a little better. Today's ' word for today' was about having courage to make the right decisions without feeling the need to please everybody. This theme has also been constant in a book I finished reading last night ( The Confident Woman by Joyce Meyer ). I must try and put this into practice particularly at work. I read from Exodus which is a great book about the life of Moses.
Rosie went round to Ella's to play and our trip to the ice skating rink was soon abandoned due to lack of interest. Perhaps tomorrow. Decided to take some of the decs down so took the cards and lights down and cleaned the lounge. I will tackle the tree tomorrow. The boys spent most of the day on the playstation and watching the television. I tried not to feel guilty as they'll soon be back at school. I phoned my mum who is still ill with a chest infection and has to go for an xray on friday. Tried to reassure her but failed. She is convinced she has cancer. Told her she needs to read the Joyce Meyer book.
Later on in the afternoon I collected Rosie from Ella's and we then went to Sainsbury's. Spent £63 on not much and then managed to drop a bag of shopping from the trolley on the way out smashing a jar of chocolate spread and a milk carton. The kind lady on Customer Services took pity on me and replaced both items for free.
Graham finished work early today as he had to go to the Dentist for an emergency cap on one of his front teeth following half of it breaking off whilst eating peanuts on New Year's Day. Told him he resembled Fagin hence the swiftness in getting something done about it.
Apparently it is going to snow tomorrow. Hope it does.
Will post the UCB link as the website is excellent. http://www.ucb.co.uk
It was Graham's first day back at work today. I had every intention of getting up with him and making him coffee but I just couldn't get up. Still the thought was there!
I eventually got out of bed at 8.30am and had an enjoyable hour on my own before the children got up. They will be in for a shock next week when they have to get up at 7am. I managed to read my bible notes. Every year I start off with UCB's bible in a year plan and make it to April and then restart in the summer and try to catch up by reading three or four days worth until October when I give up completely thinking I'll start again in the New Year. I did catch up until November last year so a little better. Today's ' word for today' was about having courage to make the right decisions without feeling the need to please everybody. This theme has also been constant in a book I finished reading last night ( The Confident Woman by Joyce Meyer ). I must try and put this into practice particularly at work. I read from Exodus which is a great book about the life of Moses.
Rosie went round to Ella's to play and our trip to the ice skating rink was soon abandoned due to lack of interest. Perhaps tomorrow. Decided to take some of the decs down so took the cards and lights down and cleaned the lounge. I will tackle the tree tomorrow. The boys spent most of the day on the playstation and watching the television. I tried not to feel guilty as they'll soon be back at school. I phoned my mum who is still ill with a chest infection and has to go for an xray on friday. Tried to reassure her but failed. She is convinced she has cancer. Told her she needs to read the Joyce Meyer book.
Later on in the afternoon I collected Rosie from Ella's and we then went to Sainsbury's. Spent £63 on not much and then managed to drop a bag of shopping from the trolley on the way out smashing a jar of chocolate spread and a milk carton. The kind lady on Customer Services took pity on me and replaced both items for free.
Graham finished work early today as he had to go to the Dentist for an emergency cap on one of his front teeth following half of it breaking off whilst eating peanuts on New Year's Day. Told him he resembled Fagin hence the swiftness in getting something done about it.
Apparently it is going to snow tomorrow. Hope it does.
Will post the UCB link as the website is excellent. http://www.ucb.co.uk
Tuesday 1 January 2008
January 1st 2008 Happy New Year
My bible notes for today are from Deuteronomy 1:6 ' Be strong and courageous'. Basically we need courage when we try something for the first time, or something we've previously failed at doing. This is my first blog ever which I intend to be God inspired so I need courage to step out in faith not only in writing this but for this coming year. Being the New Year and a time of reflection about the past year and my hopes and dreams for 2008 it is a good time for me to start this.
We have had a lovely Christmas despite it being tinged with sadness as we remembered my father and Graham's sister who both died in 2007. We celebrated New Year's Eve with some friends who came to stay for a couple of days. We had a great time, particularly the children who were so excited about the whole notion of being allowed to stay up until past midnight. Harry unfortunately turned manic after a glass of vimto and encouraged all the kids to run down the road on the stroke of midnight shouting and screaming and playing 'knock ginger'. Judging by the frosty look from my next door neighbour this morning I don't think the children's celebratory mood was met with the same enthusiasm.
We did manage a lie in this morning though. Our eldest who is 14 appeared at lunchtime declaring it was the best New Year's Eve ever. There's a compliment if ever there was one from someone who like most teenagers resonates with Kevin and finds word formation at the best of time very difficult. We have just chilled for most of the day with the occasional fight from the boys. Rosie has been to a friend's for a play and then another friend phoned to ask her round for a sleepover tonight. She must be tired as she didn't want to go.
My New Year's resolution was not to make any this year so today I ate what I liked which was great as usually I start a diet each New Year's Day.
Graham has just walked into the room and peering over my shoulder asked me what on earth I was doing. He then walked out laughing uncontrollably when I told him. I will not be put off by him but need to finish now as Sense and Sensibility is due to start soon.
We have had a lovely Christmas despite it being tinged with sadness as we remembered my father and Graham's sister who both died in 2007. We celebrated New Year's Eve with some friends who came to stay for a couple of days. We had a great time, particularly the children who were so excited about the whole notion of being allowed to stay up until past midnight. Harry unfortunately turned manic after a glass of vimto and encouraged all the kids to run down the road on the stroke of midnight shouting and screaming and playing 'knock ginger'. Judging by the frosty look from my next door neighbour this morning I don't think the children's celebratory mood was met with the same enthusiasm.
We did manage a lie in this morning though. Our eldest who is 14 appeared at lunchtime declaring it was the best New Year's Eve ever. There's a compliment if ever there was one from someone who like most teenagers resonates with Kevin and finds word formation at the best of time very difficult. We have just chilled for most of the day with the occasional fight from the boys. Rosie has been to a friend's for a play and then another friend phoned to ask her round for a sleepover tonight. She must be tired as she didn't want to go.
My New Year's resolution was not to make any this year so today I ate what I liked which was great as usually I start a diet each New Year's Day.
Graham has just walked into the room and peering over my shoulder asked me what on earth I was doing. He then walked out laughing uncontrollably when I told him. I will not be put off by him but need to finish now as Sense and Sensibility is due to start soon.
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